I grew up watching tv shows where the main characters were always surrounded by friends.
I looked for those friends where it as just the group of us; nothing more, nothing less.
I still look for those kinds of friends.
I used to wonder what the other characters did while they weren’t hanging out.
Apparently, I’m doing what they would do. Waiting for someone to call and hang out.
I hate looking like the needy, clingy loser.
But sometimes, I just feel more alone…
Am I the stock character? The one is who is written off “to go away” if things get boring?
life sucks when you go it alone. some people like to be alone. i hate it. every aspect of it.
sometimes, i can’t take it.
today is one of those days.